new year

i think is moderate de new year ba...haha...quite nice la..can sing K with church friend and eat cha kue tiao...must appreciate oo....hahaha....haiya....is so nice ady....just daddy scolding the fucking stupid idiot brother..haix...

so fucking stupid lar...damm it !!

26

recently give so many ffk..dunno is me putting too much hope or what...expect too much...hang out..pool,...movie...all cannot..wait until narnia 3 also no le....haix....

u r sucks alern !!!
haaixxxxxxxxxxx

sad lar.....say want pool then say not free...u geng la...ghosst and god also u lar...damm it...pui....

ask me download song but say friend download...u geng also lar....haix

23/12

more and more near christmas...but no plan...haha..dunno can do what o...sien lor....

recently meet too much ppl...give ppl fong fei kei also many...sien de...cheh....dunwan put too much hope is better...><

jealousy

wow..more and more jealous le....is putting too much gan qing in before.i lose ler....

recently always play snooker...><...haizzz......
something that cannot tell you or maybe i told you,but i forget dy...sad

15/12/2010

came back from KL...sad...din go shopping...but have cycling at taman pertanian...><

head so pain.....worry for christmas event...i wondering can i do it...God help me please....

and suddenly feel quite nice....my blog no ppl read it...hahaha....can write many thing de...but other perspective...not popular ==

haha..suddenly feel myself away from the youth ady...how sad it is...><

feel like break many friendship ady...wuwuwu
sad......

nobody know de lar...how NICE it is....HAHA..bluffing myself...><

12/12/2010

wow...a long long day....watching PS boy...sad larr....

i love the love story....XD

hehe......but i more love i can have one also.....i havent meet it....hahahaha....sad....

yorrr...how jealous it is......wuwuwwuuwwu

12/8/2010

it was a sad day...go to see doctor for rm620...wow...what is that?

suddenly i felt so sad...my friend sms her new number,but she have no idea about send to who...then i play she with my number...she say me is her other friend...suddenly i felt Im not important in anybody else heart...when i go to see doctor,he inject something into my face...it was pretty painful,i pray for God...God with me...

im pain that time...suddenly felt so lonely,meet friend in oldtown..that friend is consider friend right?i chat with her in facebook...just haven't meet each other...im really not important in anybody..if someday i died,nobody will know...there really nobody would be around it....

haizz...senior say i just need a girl...but i know...i need a person who i can rely on...God is the first place.....my friend already dunno who i m....sad....

speechless

haiz...tomorrow go kampar luu...find friend....but meaningless de....

today watch lian ai tong gao...super nice....=)

i think im AIR..when ppl need help only think of me..sad....im last slot...nvm lar.r.....at least this can make them remember me....

shin dee...i lost ur number...can give me again?XD

wow

what a lonely night...din work more sien..haizzzzz

scary

what a scary trip...alone drive back from hutan melintang leh...sad....haiz...scare !!!!!

most scare is human.....they are cool.....haixxxx

care is wishing

wow...work until sick ady.....flu,cough,fever,all come together....nice brothers....sei lorrr....haizzz...sorry i disapointed my boss...........

ermmmmmmmmm.......................................................hahah.....

sad

当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她会主动发信息或者打电话给你，因为他很想你..

ohhhh.........sad.......haixxx.....i scold ppl also scold - go die la...like that only...ppl say i din have special quote arr?==
din have special quote mean din have new idea> din have new idea = cannot chase a girl....

haizzz...........im tired...with all this....trying to be good in front of u....but it is waste...T.T

she din even sms me ooo....how pity im ?

LONG

so long din update..recently work only..din have any special mood..just dissapointed...

the one who chat with u,is not me.....haixxxxxxx

greedy sunday

walao..............haizz...sien ooo...actually not sien...is sad + disapointed + bit sien = a undelicious food....

haizzz........................................................dunno larr.......how i wanna open mouth for tell that..im your nothing ...im just a drop of water in the big big giant ocean....

my dream spoilt....haizzz.....plan to go here and there.....finally a SORRY settle everything....haha..how easy is it....aiya..hide what lar...nobody watching u ...or reading ur blog....Alern's blog is sucks....don't see !!

T.T

hahaha

what a funny person...hahahaha....

give u then take lar...blek =P

hahahaha....so funny u...haixx...

started a tired life...work and sleep only...haiz...

i still cannot open my mouth...the time havent come...dunno larr...God..help me ba...T.T

so miss my ns friend....=(
wanna meet u...but cannot

hope to meet many friend...but cannot...haixx...lose contact with many ppls....but they arent important for me...^^

haizzz.....God ar God...=(
im sad larrr....wuwuwuw

cannot with friends..lonely ><

20112010

come back from ipg only know so many thing...wow...they are so close and i have been rejected so long ady...haizz...need time to digest it...need time to forget it...everything need time...i cant close with every ppl...but i need to close with God...^^

God...teach me what to do ba....

yuan lai....is nothing in the end...
how?ady spend...cant take back...is a nothing de present...nobody will rememeber it...except myself....hmmmm....

jealousy?not beloong to me...^^

new

a new group of friend..now cannot campur?walao....want llike that meh?God....haixx

chao teh

wow...just now so guan xin him...give him shoot back...

duno can do what lar...just hope God give me patient de heart ba...^^

God arr...he like that shoot me....can u teach me how to do?haiz

WAH

wah .... 무슨 세계를 교화시키는 일이? 난 그냥 농담만이 leh ... u 개 스승님은 그 meh처럼 화가라고?
내 가 그나마 무슨 이미 말할 수 알아 .. 난 u를 그리워하는 방법 u는 어제 알아? u 몰라 단일 건 .. 지금처럼 싶은 u 화가 날 전 세계를 교화 ... walao ... 난 몰라 u 또는하지 않는 leh 체이스해야 ... u를 모든 ady 고맙다 ... 모르겠어 뭐가 고맙다 ... haiz을 말할 수있는 승리 ..

12/11/2010

a scary night...

din chat with ppl.....a meaningless life...what is a meaningfull life for me...

so sad....haixx.....God..help me find it out....girl? impossible....haixx

11/11/10

what a sad day...sick ady ><
wuwuwuwu....haizzz......

recently

recently really dunno what happen de down mood

people at MCD larr....who r u worr?wanna others be responsible to u?u r not the mr.right....u go to hell lar.....damm larr.....later other ppl see ur post how...?

harr ?!!
damm stupidd......cheh~~

zzz

yuan lai is me think too much oo...im nothing in ur life oo....is it better i let u go ?

but.............is imposibble to find a girl like u.....really impossible....haixx.....God...help me....

haizz.......sick ady ooo.....nobody know...except my family and God...^^ lovev uu

im forgotten by others...how i wanna remind u about im here? that show my face skin is thick...how i wanna tell u,i want u....since u r so popular and im ugly...i bu pei....i really dunno how to do worr.....

我突然作了别人的候补。。感觉上。。。好伤心。。。他没有我，还是可以活下去。。。

我呢？放感情太快了。。。

haha

just reach home..happy with friend..^^
long long time once...^^

ermmmmm..............haha.............

hehe

sweet...erm....fall into you?
hahaha....but i scare.....haiz.......

hehe

sweet...erm....fall into you?
hahaha....but i scare.....haiz.......

hermm

ermmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.........................

what a not tough friendship...so easy broken..............how easy it is...haha

nvm la...its God's will.....if god,u dont let this happen,i will never happen..thanks God for it...u put me in this situation,u ady prepare a road for me...^^
im faith in uu....tell me what to do to get close with them and get rid of moody thing...

^^

erm.......going KL again?later cry again worr....hahaha....better dont want go laa...im nothing for them..just a drop of water in the ocean...><

wei

wei....alern...u fa qiao again ler....

haizz.no choice laa....so lonely......tomorrow exam cham ler....haizzz....

i play whole day...wuwuwuww

在

what a lame topic...hahaha..

yesterday go sing K..erm.quite nice..i first time feed junk food to female friend...hahaha..so swwett...but she has bf ooo....so...is just friend

hahaha..erm...exam coming ler...social problem okok ler..thanks god..love u...i wanna be bettter worr..can ?thanks god yar...

erm....bless my friend la..hai ling...she is lazy to go church...and some other friend...

wao

super touch after see the story....really touch...wanna cry ler...hope got ppl cry because of me...dunno what will happen after i die....haizzz...so love it.....wuwuwuwu


cry lerr.......haiz......i love ppl but other ppl dunno...i lovve the feeling....><

sad sad larrr....u make me so confused ooo....hahahaha....dun laugh laa...i know u so sad de alern...wtf.....thanks God ooo....^^


i sing song for u...but u din call me for celebration...sad larr....haizz...sam tam arr....woiiiii.....want like that meh?
be friend only marrr....

need like that meh?haiz

haiz

ppl go for birthday party...din jio me oooo....sad...sad...sad...

herm

recently happen so many thing...haizzz....

haizz...exa,,...but so happy..finally i open mouth ler...i go near to them...however it is so hard...i will be more gambateh de...=D

erm

something u will never know..i watch the xia yi zhan xi fu.....really so touch...^^

think to have a love like that...wuwuwu...im a drop of water in ur ocean..it is really sad...u got too many friends..im nothing for u...but fortunely,i got jesus...^^

Jesus love me...He not like u,He love me forever..^^

u dunno u so cool,always say i din disturb u,but ur msg is short and shown u r cool...i wanna escape,but u dunwan let me left...what u wan me to do?i wanna chat with u...u just HAHA with me...how i wanna continue?
thanks God listening my words...><

wakak

tonight got mood to write de...but after i come to fren room,then no mood ler...hahahha...tonight de movie sien...but enjoy with friend....

hahhaahha...with senior...all is funny...love u alll...=D

hmmm....today chat lots with u guys..hope can change all..i choose to automatic ler...^^

thinking

thinking about this blog be keep secret again...too many secret....haixx...the peppermint is my favourite lai de...maybe our taste not same..cannot be together ler...i fall in love to u...? impossible...too fast le....

all give to friends ler...feeling like wanna cry....T.T

not because of giving out the chocolate...is because of u...u dun like it...><

walao

this post must be secret de...hahah...cannot let she know...i like poho,but she dont like...i bought it...zha dao lorr....haixx....sad.....

dont wan let she know....shhhhhhhhhhhhh......hahahahaha......

its my heart leh....haixx...sad...bleeding ooo....dunwan let u know...bluek...i love the flavour de....wanna give surprise to u de...cheh !!!!!!

aiyorrr....

haixxx.....tonight is a touch day...^^

aixx...dunno what happen to me ler...full of ur love...^^

erm

yesterday got a nice show and nice talk with friend...but closing....

haixxx...everything is nice...just myself...really not okay lar...too hard for me...today not bad ooo....God helping me...need more help oohh...God...=D

ur love so nice...^^

ouch

oh my lady gaga....my leg so pain...play taek kwan do until so pain...arghh...but nothing more pain than my hurtful heart...boycoted by friend...

everything was working alone...just have God...God...i need to rely on you now !!

please dont leave me...i wanna come nearer to you...God...my social problem all give you..please help me..

God..im a sinner..please forgive me...forgive my childish,stupid and many..God...make me to be a boy who u like...

God...i really dunwan be boikot lor...haixx...help me please...

thanks

thanks god..i learn a lots of thing from a girl's sharing...what is that?ur power !!

i love u...

hhaha..thanks karen also...u r nice =P

hahahaha...all the best to u..i will work out GOd's word de !! =D

nice

everything is nice...God..u create everything is perfect..thanks...^^

hmmm...see my angel...wow...shock oo....=D

hahahahahhahahahaha......too nice the feeling....xD

aiya

haixx...i really been boycot ler..God arr...Help me please...they go pasar malam,din have ppl ask me go also..haixxx

still finding the way to console myself..u r weak Alern..NOOB !!!

some say im good,but some say im bad..

5 and a half year,really want like that?haix...

how how how?

a memorable day

haha...today gimrama...all ppl was stress....haixx....i been boycoted....cannot save ady...Alern ..u r dead among them...haixxx...dun ppl can help u de larr...just God...

God help me pls...><

wow

start to attack ler...haha

dunno is what feeling...haixx...sad...

hhmmm...cannot be natural to u all...haixx..is my bad..sorry..

ohhh

i like it...haha...too nice...the show..woah !!!!

just can use woah to describe..how nice it is...hahahaha...love u all...!!!

i feel confident when dancing...xD
paishe paiseh..hahaha

all show is nice..wahahhahhahahahaah
thanks God..love God....

so many girls wanna take photo with me...wow...nice feeling..but maybe i disapointed them..cause im ugly...hahahaha

haixxx

really like her ler?

always help her....scare fall in love to you...sad larr..zzz...dun wan give ppl hurt again ler plss...ALern !!!

stupid.....next time dunwan help u all??

haixxx...God help me arrr!!!

ohhh

oh yeah..i give rm50 to them..i din accept any salary...how nice the feeling is it...xD

love God..is u give me everything de...i cannot have it...love u...really love u...

hmmm....God...give me strength to do everything arr...thanks

for any sad and happy all thanks giving to u...=D

hey

hey..i wait u till 4am u know?u tell me about that thing a?

its okay larr...is me stupid ....all is my fault...i play dota also open msn u know?it will lag?but i din close...hmph

henggg....moody? so what ? haixx...im double face ler...scold ppl at here but talk good thing infront of ppl...haixx..God..sorry...today go out with two new fren..XD
scare they bored..so,i keep talking...

like a worm...hahaha..talkative...=.=

hope u dun feel im mafan...

haixx

alone in house..watch pps..lonely feeling..i miss u all..but i cannot reach u there...

actually i quite hate u..but i wont hate ppl de...sorry yar...u wont know im talking about u..we are fb fren but in my heart,we are not just fb fren...in my heart,i take u as my life long friend..just u dunno..ya..is u...talking abbout u...u dunno...

waiting

waiting for confirm to KL or not...go for one girl..need to confirm...need to ensure..need to consider...haix

jhaix

tomorrow going to KL..but still no ppl pei me..how ? alone again? i dunwan ler..sorry

im sad..dunwanna cry anymore...dun ffk pls...hmm..i hate u if u do that..

yes arrr.............everyone was busy of their own thing..then i dunwan disturb ur life larr.....^^

all the best to u....KL trip..99% cancel....bye bye....

holiday

start ler...sien..hope to go kedah..but no friend over there...haix.sad...dunno can do what...no ppl want me...sad...

hahaha...sien....lonely at ti lar...haix

what happen to me?

girl got period,but i din havewor..why im so moody...

when dancing,senior din come no need been scolded worrr...junior din come,then say i give u 5 minutes..u better fast...if not what what what...hey??junior not human?only senior is human ?
i dunno what is this law..i just know when i m senior i definitely wont do that...

haixxx...see dao two good friend together..i should be happy de..but i din...i jealous..like a little girl....><
need some time to digest the situation..she is not mine...alern, u cannot control her...noob alern !!!

haixxx...so flower heart lar..din have gf wont die lar...haixxxx........alern suck !
hmmm...recently so lonely...lack of money...breakfast just a cup of water...XD

haix..pity...scare not enough pay the fee of bus leh.....><
GOd...help me...

miss t.i fren...haixxxx...

hehe

i think i will fall in love you but i just meet you

i think i will start to miss u,because i have the evidence of love...^^

hmm....just lyric of song...

what a tired night....^^

good night and sweet dream...

miss my family...suddenly feel so lonely...><..

wowowoowowowo

tonight every people was getting angry...not i dunwan serious...is ppl will tired oo...haixxx....

hmmmm

recently chat back with jia jia....><

so confused ..dunno whats the feeling...chat with her about her new bf...><

my heart so blurr.....haixxxx.......................

what to do ??
wanna forget she ler...><

must forget she....
God help me please....T.T

haix

too long din update...hahaha...^^
recently quite busy but no more sad ler gua....hehehehe

she today sms and say good morning to me..dunno is she miss me or not leh...wanna give hope to me again ?
haix....what should i do?
God please teach me baaa.....

i wanna love u...but u dunwan give me love...is ur choice...what can i do ??
i'm not flower heart boy...u dunno about it de lar....suan ler bah...^^
just my close friend knew it...^^

haix

argggggghhhhhhhhhh

im so angry now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

what the fuck................u dunwan forever then u dun say that word lar..........wtf !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

yor !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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hhmmm

recently always play some love song to myself...suddenly will think about it...so sad...

actually i dunno why and how we break...i just know i dunno find topic to chat...but everything ady not important..i'm so sad..

just keep the sadness in heart and din tell my friend...and become seprated in class ler...haixxx....my talking style !!

im trying to find relevan topic to chat with them...i'm learning !!!!!!
IN THE PROCESS !!!!!!!

haix.............................



so cruel.....love to a playgirl....what to do....nobody know....nobody cares....got !! some of my friend...zoe as well...^^
and GOD...

this time i din do anything wrong.just kiss...i din pollute other ppl...thanks GOD..=D love u..and thanks cox give me know about love and the broke up...

haix...

short pain is better than long pain..everthing end fast then can forget earlier...hope u will be hang fuk or xing fu without me...^^

my blog not intersting wor..^^
not fun to look alsoo..=D

just personal diary..

no name

firstly,thanks for zoe...support me...=D
thanks very much..love u ..muacks..XD
dun worry..got a lot of chance..
i at ipoh study..i think september only go back ler..cox got assignment..^^
whole august wont be in teluk intan..i think so lar...XD

hmm...i really dunno find topic de...when u know me longer or deeper,im a boring person..i dont know how to find intersting topic...now learning..^^

hmmm...i ady become no status in ur heart..my image ady become less and less...u have he...no need me ler...i so love u leh...haixxx...i thought is a maturely de relationship..all is my fault...is my fault...first is like that,second also like that..i dont want third ler....>.<

now chatting with a lot girls,but...........cant replace u in my heart...
ur ring,i still wearing..hhmm...see my friend got gf,my heart quite envy them...u having fun at there lar....wish u happy always..

no name

aiks

haixxx....my blog always haix..im complicated now..

i dunno she lar...haix..say like other boy but still want me be ur husband? then u wan me how wor??

im just acting loving u...u say din have topic..now got topic ady..but,ur heart ady change..u just dont want break your promise..T.T
suan le lar...i ady fed up....

im sure, u very like he and love he..maybe u say infront he,about u wan he be ur husband also..i cant tell u that..later u say i huai yi u..u wan me how wor??

haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx......now u less sms with me...u s
ure chatting with him de....really dunno wat to do...god..help me

Fine !!
u make me trust in love again....if u like other,why u still kiss me?hmPH!!!!

HELOOOOO

hmmmm..tomorrow is my birthday..but no one is remember it..^^
and she hurt me also tim...she say want separate with me for a period to let both of us got topic to chat..

im poor in finding topic to chat with girls...and she langsung din't join the topic..i can chat the same thing nice with my mui and friend..just she cannot..i think the problem is she already no feeling to me..just left a promise,because of the promise,maybe she stay..but im suffer also..

i think nobody will remember it except my best friend.may gee..love u..^^

already not important,my heart already dead..she like another guys..she just dont want hurt me..

haiz..anyway fine lar...u r too childish..maybe i not suitable for LOVE de game also...

IM OFFICIALLY SINGLE AND DIVORCED.

haix

haix...sad lar...my mui angry me...last time i go watch basketball match,brain is tired and i cant focus,most important thing is,i already forget some of that.sorry..

<

i really no that evil heart to hurt u de...T.T

today sad..got friend say im very jia...haix...

quite care de...my heart is like glass lor...easy break lo..u see me always joke and laugh but doens't mean im not serious or im jia...hmph...blek ! angry u !

after dance,quite nice...hehe...really envy my sarawak friend,know many sarawak senior especially is girl..XD

haha

haha..sad..what a fake laugh !

heng !

haix haix haix

haix...so long din update ler..haha...

^^

wow...got so many ppl view oh..so good....XD

this is just my personal daily diary...XD

hehe...

ermmmm....yesterday train dance...see chun kai with elaine so close and he is so popular...^^

haha..jealous ady lar...haixxx....

i not handsome..everthing also wat de lar...lost ady la...got pimples lose ppl 9 streets ady..suan ler...after sleep then okay dy...XD

wanna train good my dance...hehe..

super junior...bona mana...wahhaha

wanna train la...who can teach me..?/

haha...got the little angel help me alot...^^

i at the makmal blogging...XD

wahahahhahahaha

so crazy./....XD

haix

what a bad day...tomorrow i am wish to have a happy hang out with u...but u ruin my good mood....i cannot tell u what i think...becox u r childish !!

i donwan hurt u...haix...i hope to tell my heart thing to you also...but,u cant afford to listen it...i wanna tell what i feel lar...i really sad....but,cannot let u know...u just at there sa jiao...but............im the one who receive it.....dont even think about me...i ask something,u dunwan tell me de.....u thought i really play play...maybe i am very 8 for u....

i feel like wanna cry...u dunno it....u dunno everything....u are still kid...u r not mature....haix....recently u late reply my msg ler...i dunno what should i do..u ask me to be 'man'....but............I'M TRYING TO BE MAN......then u r bullying me....

SUAK !! SUAN....use God's love to love u...
luckily i got God,if not....u and me...sorry...i dunno about it....^^
Thanks God...muax..love u....

who dont like to view my blog or after look it and go to spread,please dont view...i will angry it...
thanks for cooperation..^^

walao !!

FED UP......really fed up.............moody now.....#$%$^%*^&(%&*$%^@$##$%^*()*&^%$#@!$^&%$#@!#$%^$#%^&$##%^&

the next day

haix.i dunno what should i do..i just always say 'sorry' , 'dont angry lar' ............i ady used to it..maybe i combine two thing to become one...love is love...other than it,is different....i really scare u will care or angry...cause i din sms u...normally ppl will angry de mar....how i know wor?

haix...u like lar...i dunno ler...i scare...really scare....got other feel...u dont know when i cried....u dunno i CRIED !!!

u dunno......maybe i dunno u cried also..that why i cannot tell u this..but im sure,u wont cry....cause u r tough...GOD...sorry....

2/7/2010

walao...i write a blg then deleted...walao !!!
dunno how to use it larrr..haix...!!
dammmmmmmm

i lazy type again.....haix....
nvm larrrr....just wanna say...i love u...but scare u play me....

22/6/2010

hmmm..is a diary i think..electronic diary..haix...today so sad..i still cant find topic with gf..i really dunno how to find lo..sorry arr...luckily she is so nice,can understand me.im a very kayu person...haix...u still choose me.thanks.

haha..chat with hwe..one day waste rm 4 leh...haix..sad...nvm lar...