FFFFUUUUUUUU

this is my feel....just my feel....feel like u BETRAYED !!! ALTHOUGH ARE NOT COUPLE，ALSO GOT THIS FEEL。。。 hate it....shit !

1 is my friend....1 is feel ......two crashed together......moon crash to Earth.....dooms day coming ! freaking scare that feel.....freaking dunno what should do !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111

flower heart

im not that kind of person....just come too suddenly...i really donno how....too natural....i like de person dont like me de.....just the way me are....

i drive to school....always got ppl borrow with me is nvm...but dunno why today will moody de leh....what happen to me? i really dunnno.....feel like im so cool now....my body is cool now.....

see my friend live happily....im glad to hear that...nicole liew...haha....because follow ur blog...then know ady...paiseh ya....^^

just me like no energitic....do what also no mood de tonight....go play pool...win many ady....but still not happy de.....><

guys...dont make somebody to be centre of ur life...cause he or she will not make u as the way u treat he or she....dunno what happen lar.....just take care all my friends.this is only my thought..suddenly appear in my brain de...=DD

it is so handsome...wow...actually i feel like wolf? desperate for love....i dunwan be it.......it is so suffer....when u think u need it,u will be very suffer....just let it come normally..........but feel like dun wannna give up wor...

domo

huhu...i bought it from hatyai....and give to her...hahaha...luckily she love it....hmmm....look like got chance....look like only.....XD

this few days really make me suffer lo....my stomach....arghhh~~~now going to study more ish.......study study !! haha

just two month nia....all still early !! dont worry....hahaha....

this...highly recommended...the snake like a person very well.....am i love a person like that also ? myself think...yes i am...but the others.....they arent....i just clap my hand by my own.....wow.....super touch...super nice ...love it !!

hahaha

recently so many ppl break up and sad for relationship oh...dunno what happen...haha...console many ppl ohh....but nobody knows mine.....hehehe...keep dao very well oh...=((

thats not a thing for compliment....><

ermmmm....hatyai nice !! =D

thailand trip

wow...that is nice...the only weaknesses is no enough money...haiz....

haha....nvm larr....hehe...i play with K9 friend...very nice...wow....see ah gua show...shopping...walk walk...in hatyai....yeah ! nice arrr~~

untitled

so many sound come to me ....fan gan....let go.....jia you.....study.......too many sound .....what happen to me? haiz..u can make me suffer like that.....

haiz.......><

haa

rally so like it? just a month? strong feeling still got?haha...always check for myself only ^^

huhu

this word i learned from a girl....hahaha....

im huaxin? maybe.....i really like she? ya maybe....

hmmm...pangkor trip make me tired ler.....morning pangkor,night my house.....travel so many place...mentally really tired.....a gf ? i think cant handle ady.....but still wanna find? so fan jian lo....

pangkor really nice with friend....did so many thing...play and play...thanks God....u give me everything....really thanks....^^

有个男人

还需要多久多长，我才能在你身边

你真的离我很远。。。真希望你回头看我一眼。。。。呜呜呜

真的痛了。。。为什么那么远？很多人围绕着你。。。。我根本被你遗忘。。。。想叫你的勇气都没有。。。真的没有。。。因为我知道。。。。太小的声音不能到你的耳朵。。。看到你也只能微笑。。。

遥远

真的好遥远他在台上多姿多彩，我只还是台下普通的人员。。呜呜呜

不懂要怎样好。。。我不配。。。真的。。。因为我什么都不是。。。被很多人围绕着。。。我没有勇气上前，我不是什么角色，没资格站在你面前。。。没资格。。。im stupid,lousy,ugly....好多粉丝哦。。。我什么都不是。。。不是啊～～～明明就在眼前。。。。真的看起来很近。。。其实，是多么遥远的距离。。。。最远的距离，就是在你面前，不知道我爱你！

moody

aiiiyyyoyoyoyoyo....your moody will affect me de ....why ? sad lor....haizz...dont want get influence by you !!

失败

失败了～！！！哎哟～～～到底发生什么事啊？让我知道你多一些。。。我就满足了～～真的满足了。。。唉

nooooooooooo

you dont like her alern !! i tell you !!

hong a lern !!! u just admire her....it will pass....dont suffer now !!! argh !! damm....im fucking hate myself !!! you such a jerk !!! so easy suffer ......argh ...haizzz....

new blog

i got a new blog view ady...ahahah

haiz...angel tell me im just admire....then i stop everything ady lurr......im super confused de....if like then girl will do what leh? she really din find me automatically lar.....haizz

all rely on God~~ live happily !! ahaha

haizz

something will think of what i did wrong,and so paiseh de thing..not handsome,but ask ppl dont make dirty my face.....isshhh..think also geli......hahahahha

hope to sweep all this from my brain...wanna live happily....

some can paktoh in internet de,getting far away from me ady...cause i really cannot afford this kind of love.....i cant give u the best...now.....me cannot give the best to others.....haizzz..............

what is the best thing neh?i think is happy gua....dunno leh...i getting less knowledge on paktoh ady,,,,dunno how to love ppl.....><

天

天啊！！！！我要去死啦～～～～she like indian !!! woah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then as a chinese as me, no chance ady lorrrr.......ahahahhahaha

天意弄人！！！！

问世间情为何物，直教生死相许

元好问——问世间情为何物，直教生死相许（全词抄录）
摸鱼儿-雁邱词
元好问

问世间情是何物，直教生死相许。
天南地北双飞客，老翅几回寒暑。
欢乐趣，离别苦，就中更有痴儿女。
君应有语，渺万里层云，千山暮雪，只影向谁去。

横汾路，寂寞当年箫鼓，荒烟依旧平楚。
招魂楚些何嗟及，山鬼暗啼风雨。
天也妒，未信与，莺儿燕子俱黄土。
千秋万古，为留待骚人，狂歌痛饮，来访雁邱处。

这首词的首句大家一定很熟悉。不过全词未必了解，今天特将其录下，并讲一讲其中的故事。当年，元好问去并州赴试，途中遇到一个捕雁者。这个捕雁者告诉元好问今天遇到的一件奇事：他今天设网捕雁，捕得一只，但一只脱网而逃。岂料脱网之雁并不飞走，而是在他上空盘旋一阵，然后投地而死。元好问看看捕雁者手中的两只雁，一时心绪难平。便花钱买下这两只雁，接着把它们葬在汾河岸边，垒上石头做为记号，号曰“雁邱”，并作《雁邱词》。
早就知道那句“问世间情是何物，直教生死相许”，但直到现在才读到全篇，才了解其中的故事也才真正读懂了它。后来一直很喜欢，常常默默念着那一句句刻骨铭心之语。

这是一首咏物词。在词前有小序说“太和五年乙丑岁，赴试并州，道逢捕雁者云：‘今旦获一雁，杀之矣。其脱网者悲鸣不能去，竟自投地死。’予因买得之，葬之汾水之上，累石为识，号曰雁邱。时同行者多为赋诗，予亦有《雁邱词》。”

这就是说，大雁殉情的事强烈的震撼了他，所以在词的开篇，便陡发奇问，破空而来。作者本要咏雁，却从“世间”落笔，以人拟雁，赋予雁情以超越自然的意义，想象极为新奇。也为下文写雁的殉情预做张本；古人认为，情至极处，“生者可以死，死者可以生”。“生死相许”是何等极致的深情！

遥想双雁，“天南地北”冬天南下越冬而春天北归，“几回寒暑”中双宿双飞，相依为命，一往情深。既有欢乐的团聚，又有离别的辛酸，但没有任何力量可以把它们分开。而“网罗惊破双栖梦”后，爱侣已逝，安能独活！于是“脱网者”痛下决心追随于九泉之下，“自投地死”。

过片以后，作者又借助周围景物衬托大雁殉情后的凄苦。在孤雁长眠之处，当年汉武帝渡汾河祀汾阴的时候，箫鼓喧闹，棹歌四起；而今平林漠漠，荒烟如织，箫鼓声绝，一派萧索。古与今，人与雁，更加感到鸿雁殉情的凄烈。但是死者不能复生，招魂无济于事，山鬼也枉自悲鸣，在这里，作者把写景与写情融为一体，更增加了悲剧气氛。
词的最后，是作者对殉情鸿雁的礼赞，他说鸿雁之死，其境界之高，上天也会嫉妒，虽不能说重于泰山，也不能跟莺儿燕子之死一样同归黄土了事。它的美名将“千秋万古”，被后来的骚人歌咏传颂。

全词行文并不复杂，而行文腾挪多变，用事实回答了什么是至情，寄人生哲理于淡悟之外。《神雕侠侣》中李莫愁的狂歌当哭，雌雄双雕的先后投水而死，更增加了本文的意境。想当初绫子初见此词就已经被深深吸引住了

hmmmmm

so long din update ady.....ermmmm.....recently busy with school life....hahaha

水调歌头~

明月几时有?把酒问青天。不知天上宫阙，今夕是何年。我欲乘风归去，又恐琼楼玉宇，高处不胜寒。起舞弄清影，何似在人间! 转朱阁，低绮户，照无眠。不应有恨，何事长向别时圆?人有悲欢离合，月有阴晴圆缺，此事古难全。但愿人长久，千里共婵娟。
　　词前小序说：“丙辰中秋，欢饮达旦，大醉，作此篇，兼怀子曲。”丙辰，是北宋神宗熙宁九年(1076)。当时苏轼在密州(今山东诸城)做太守，中秋之夜他一边赏月一边饮酒，直到天亮，于是作了这首《水调歌头》。
　　在大自然的景物里，月亮是很有浪漫色彩的，她很能启发人的艺术联想。一钩新月，会让人联想到初生的萌芽的事物；一轮满月，会让人联想到美好的圆满的生活；月亮的皎洁，又会让人联想到光明磊落的人格。在月亮身上集中了人类许多美好的理想和憧憬。月亮简直被诗化了!苏轼是一个性格很豪放、气质很浪漫的人。当他在中秋之夜，大醉之中，望着那团圍、婵娟的明月，他的思想感情犹如长了翅膀一般，天上人间自由地飞翔着。反映到词里，遂形成一种豪放洒脱的风格。
　　上片一开始就提出一个问题：明月是从什么时候开始有的——“明月几时有?把酒问青天。”苏轼把青天当做自己的朋友，把酒相问，显示了他豪放的性格和不凡的气魄。这两句是从李白的《把酒问月》中脱化出来的，李白的诗说：“青天有月来几时?我今停杯一问之。”不过李白这里的语气比较舒缓，苏轼因为是想飞往月宫，所以语气更关注、更迫切。“明月几时有?”这个问题问得很有意思，好像是在追溯明月的起源、宇宙的起源；又好像是在惊叹造化的巧妙。我们从中可以感到诗人对明月的赞美与向往。
　　接下来两句：“不知天上宫阙，今夕是何年。”把对于明月的赞美与向往之情更推进了一层。从明月诞生的时候起到现在已经过去许多年了，不知道在月宫里今晚是一个什么日子。诗人想象那一定是一个好日子，所以月才这样圆、这样亮。他很想去看一看，所以接着说：“我欲乘风归去，又恐琼楼玉宇，高处不胜寒。”他想乘风飞向月宫，又怕那里的琼楼玉宇太高了，受不住那儿的寒冷。“琼楼玉宇”，语出《大业拾遗记》：“瞿乾祐于江岸玩月，或谓此中何有?瞿笑曰：‘可随我观之。’俄见月规半天，琼楼玉宇烂然。”“不胜寒”，暗用《明皇杂录》中的典故：八月十五日夜，叶静能邀明皇游月宫。临行，叶教他穿皮衣。到月宫，果然冷得难以支持。这几句明写月宫的高寒，暗示月光的皎洁，把那种既向往天上又留恋人间的矛盾心理十分含蓄地写了出来。这里还有两个字值得注意，就是“我欲乘风归去”的“归去”。飞天入月，为什么说是归去呢?也许是因为苏轼对明月十分向往，早已把那里当成自己的归宿了。从苏轼的思想看来，他受道家的影响较深，抱着超然物外的生活态度，又喜欢道教的养生之术，所以常有出世登仙的想法。他的《前赤壁赋》描写月下泛舟时那种飘然欲仙的感觉说：“浩浩乎如冯虚御风，而不知其所止；飘飘乎如遗世独立，羽化而登仙。”也是由望月而想到登仙，可以和这首词互相印证。
　　但苏轼毕竟更热爱人间的生活，“起舞弄清影，何似在人间!”与其飞往高寒的月宫，还不如留在人间趁着月光起舞呢!“清影”，是指月光之下自己清朗的身影。“起舞弄清影”，是与自已的清影为伴，一起舞蹈嬉戏的意思。李白《月下独酌》说：“我歌月徘徊，我舞影零乱。”苏轼的“起舞弄清影”就是从这里脱胎出来的。这首词从幻想上天写起，写到这里又回到热爱人间的感情上来。一个“我欲”、一个“又恐”、一个“何似”，这中间的转折开阖，显示了苏轼感情的波澜起伏。在出世与人世的矛盾中，他终于让人世的思想战胜了。
　　“明月几时有?”这在九百多年前苏轼的时代，是一个无法回答的谜，而在今天科学家已经可以推算出来了。乘风人月，这在苏轼不过是一种幻想，而在今天也已成为现实。可是，今天读苏轼的词，我们仍然不能不赞叹他那丰富的想象力。
　　下片由中秋的圆月联想到人间的离别。“转朱阁，低绮户，照无眠。”转和低都指月亮的移动，暗示夜已深沉。月光转过朱红的楼阁，低低地穿过雕花的门窗，照着屋里失眠的人。“无眠”是泛指那些因为不能和亲人团圆而感到忧伤，以致不能入睡的人。月圆而人不能圆，这是多么遗憾的事啊!于是诗人埋怨明月说：“不应有恨，何事长向别时圆?”明月您总不该有什么怨恨吧，为什么老是在人们离别的时候才圆呢?这是埋怨明月故意与人为难，给人增添忧愁，却又含蓄地表示了对于不幸的离人们的同情。
　　接着，诗人把笔锋一转，说出一番宽慰的话来为明月开脱：“人有悲欢离合，月有阴晴圆缺，此事古难全。”人固然有悲欢离合，月也有阴晴圆缺。她有被乌云遮住的时候，有亏损残缺的时候，她也有她的遗憾，自古以来世上就难有十全十美的事。既然如此，又何必为暂时的离别而感到忧伤呢?这几句从人到月，从古到今，作了高度的概括，很有哲理意味。
　　词的最后说：“但愿人长久，千里共婵娟。”“婵娟”是美好的样子，这里指嫦娥，也就是代指明月。“共婵娟”就是共明月的意思，典故出自南朝谢庄的《月赋》：“隔千里兮共明月。”既然人间的离别是难免的，那么只要亲人长久健在，即使远隔千里也还可以通过普照世界的明月把两地联系起来，把彼此的心沟通在一起。“但愿人长久”，是要突破时间的局限；“千里共婵娟”，是要打通空间的阻隔。让对于明月的共同的爱把彼此分离的人结合在一起。古人有“神交”的说法，要好的朋友天各一方，不能见面，却能以精神相通。“千里共婵娟”也可以说是一种神交了!王勃有两句诗：“海内存知己，天涯若比邻。”意味深长，传为佳句。我看，“千里共婵娟”有异曲同工之妙。另外，张九龄的《望月怀远》说：“海上生明月，天涯共此时。”许浑的《秋霁寄远》说：“唯应待明月，千里与君同。”都可以互相参看。正如词前小序所说，这首词表达了对弟弟苏辙(字子由)的怀念之情，但并不限于此。可以说这首词是苏轼在中秋之夜，对一切经受着离别之苦的人表示的美好祝愿。
　　对于这首《水调歌头》历来都是推崇备至。《苕溪渔隐丛话》说：“中秋词，自东坡《水调歌头》一出，余词尽废。”认为是写中秋的词里最好的一首，这是一点也不过分的。这首词仿佛是与明月的对话，在对话中探讨着人生的意义。既有理趣，又有情趣，很耐人寻味。它的意境豪放而阔大，情怀乐观而旷达，对明月的向往之情，对人间的眷恋之意，以及那浪漫的色彩，潇洒的风格和行云流水一般的语言，至今还能给我们以健康的美学享受。

hehe

so many followers ady wor....tqtq yar....sometimes really dont hope u all see that...see what i writing about emo......

hmmmm......LV....my nightmare....im despearately wanna be good with you de lor....haiz.....

wahahahhahah

wowowowowowoowo!!

she called me and say good night leh b!!! what happen ? ahhhhh....hope God help me !!!

hahaha...muax muax...love GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha

today give her some ffood to eat...i think she treat everyboy also like that gua....so friendly and close....but as me......><

hahahaha.....so funny lar me.....aixxx......dunno can or not tim~

feel

feel like wanna write something...hahaha...see a junior chase dao a senior ....woah !! it just like cannot believe....hahahaha

i also want a gf...but i know i cant handle...i dont even know how to protect a girl...how to love she.....im just.....weak..........haizzzz.......

read some books,that is about sad story de....dunwan read ler...all so sad de....><

26-29/8/2011

is my life first time attend TCF ! it will be my sweet memory....cause i really miss them all.....all is just kind, good, playful,a big family and learn to be a christian teacher...haizzz.....God...after camp ady, protect,guide me, take me as your tool to fulfil your wills.......please dun abbadon me...please God..

emo lorrr..

walao...why want scare me oohhh?? i wish u happy birthday only leh.....i din do anything wrong to u lo.....

kuala lipis

yeah ! God help me to control myself to less talk to girl...this is because i wanna self-control also...=))

thanks God....for my safe journey...fun trip...shopping over cameron...chat with senior like feiyan,shihui,huiyi....XDDD

they are so crazy and cute ~~~hahahaha
besides,i like iptaa de student...they are so warm and cute also...fun....like kang pu shen....XDD

wow....3days 2 night, this is really make me crazy....happy mood always on !!

haha....

新闻稿。。
全马唯一一间师范学院有吊桥的设备。。用两座山来建筑这学院。早上起床还以为还没睡醒，看到窗外，全都是雾。揉揉眼睛，才知道这不是梦。言语无法形容。。。

再加上那边的交流会，虽然本人不善于站在台上说话，但是观看别人出来分享他们的学院生活，也乐在其中。还有，就是双方说出自己学院的好处这个环节。十分精彩。。立卑说，他们的学院有全马唯一一间学院有吊桥。这真的很厉害，简直就是度假村。

最后一个晚上，还可以观看他们的表演。。。名为“诗诗相扣”。。。真是大开眼界！让我学习更多诗歌。。。老黄就是黄先炳博士，他的讲座扣人心弦，让听者忍不住做决定读好书，做个文学高度得像杜甫的诗人！！

再来陈肇强讲师的诗歌吟唱。让我第一次听到讲师吟唱，好听到不能顶！当然，那些诗歌也很好听，扣人心悬！！
我自己见识少，他们都听过。。但愿人长久。。。我现在才知道～～呵呵

harry potter

here come...harry potter....i called a bunch of friend to pei me...but none of them coming,....at last,i watched alone....thats nice !

how to say it leh? aiya......that cool.....but................................haha....dunno lar.......ask u have fun,go busy,is dunwan u go busy de oh? like that da?my mind so weird....aiyooyyoyo

old

i thought im old......haha.....yuan lai im so young ohh....><

i m young in the way of love.....dunno what should i do de wor...haha....look down myself....like ler...but what to do? ppl dunwan u....not in list...dunwan guide a younger bf arr.....i want mature 1st......but will too late....haha...nvm le ba....><

sad lar....

1/8/1992

my big day....thanks LORD/.....really thanks !!!!

love you muacks....u heard my prayer.....love you......muacks muacks....=)

God ar....they celebrate with me...play so crazy.....really fun with them.....think back last year we din celebrate so much.....now is different !!! i believe you are doing your work....you still doing in it !!! thanks God......love you !! i wanna praise u with my life !!!!

haiz

dunno what can i do....i everyday play with them...lastly no ppl ask me to hang out......hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.........................................................................................................................................................................................wu nai~~


God....teach me.....how to glorify you.......teach me please....

blur

what happen to my class??suddenly i feel so stress....can join at all neh..all have their own personality...geng lo....God...u create so much ppl.....yorr...i see the friend is bo song with other friend but now ok le...too fast ler ba ??? still say bo song 22 ==
now so fast play with them,i dunno how to say lo....zzz.....double face ppl ? sweat !
this kind ppl.......is God's image....God u put me in this situation...i think u know what should i do de....please give me know.....God...i really wanna know about it...why like that? not because of me jealous ba.....==

God teach me pls~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

happy birthday

happy birthday wish to myself.......hahaha

nobody will celebrate to me and i will sing to myself de.....^^

生日快乐。。。。我对自己说。。。。。hahahaha......not today ooo.....who saw this,dont misunderstand oo.....=))))

hmmmm......im so happy see my friend happpy.....just feel jealous cant be like them.....><

anyway.i got God.....God is my everything.....XD
yes !!

my class

my class is a complicated class neh//.....i dunno can do what...after heard it....it is so unbelievable......><

apa itu wor......say ppl bad word behind....like that cannot la....but face to face is so nice.....><

what happen to this world.....??? zzz....i hope to close with that gang ~~ but is too hard...dunno can chat what inside also.. ....haha....nvm lar.....just be natural la....hehe....all give to God...thanks God.....everything is so nice~~~hope im under your command....=))

transformer~~

wow...its so nice....i dont know how to describe how nice it is....hahaha...wowow ~~~~!!!!!

its time to back to that face it...haiz~~~dont know what happen neh....wuwuwuwuw

哈哈

没有一席位置。。。什么来的哦？我和你聊那么久，竟然只是个学弟。。。。。。。。哈哈哈哈。。。。

自己想太多。。。。。。癞蛤蟆，不能吃天儿肉的。。。。哈哈哈。。。

lost

im lost myself ler....dont know can do what...is so good...but still have some bad feeling de...what happen de? din boycott ar....but still weird...why im thinking so many neh? i dont know....i dont want think so many also de...haiz...

God..help me pls....but seem got ppl need more help than me....then ok la....^^
pray for her....=)))

120

wah...see you cry i dont know can do what...God help me please...haiz........just cry infront me...what can i do ? make me emo also...haiz......><


bad lar u....homework so much...aiyaya~~~~

suddenly found a chance to give myself to cry..to drop tears...joey ...u dont laugh me..damm u...............

haha......too emo....God...help me pls...dont know what to do....haiz....pray hard only !!!!!!argh 1!!!!!!

aiya

let my friend see dao my post alraedy tim...but nevermind at least the main character didnt read then ok le....haiz....

school reopen...talk real de..i scare..i scare to face my classmate...scare to face the boycott stuff...scare to talk with them...scare cant join into the,...scare alone....why i just scare something that i cannot control? i trying to be good...read more about taking care the communication...hope God help me....i really trying to be good on it...but i dont want forget you my Lord...

through you..i can do many things... i can do all things...i will try my best....just hope you help me.

place

place is a somewhere we belong to....is a hard thing to live in other people heart.在别人心里有一席位置。。。是多么难的事情。。。你知道吗？既然看对了，就没有放手。。。炸到。。。想不到自己也会这样。。。想不到自己也会有这地方！！！！！

才一天罢了。。。上帝！ 才一天罢了。。。你既然允许这件事情发生。。。。我没有里抵抗。。。我不懂要怎样好。。。。明知道不可能。。。只能默默为你祷告。。。。请你不要那样伤害你自己。。。我伤害不要紧。。。。你可以找到更好的。。。适合自己的身份。。。我不配。。。。

唉。。。。。竟然想到那么远啊。。。。。。

hmm

i dont like student girl ady...so many problems and i like jie jie more...haha....

jie jie is nice and friendly....prefer mature people...i think nowdays i not suitable to have gf..its better for me to have friends enough....need friends who is open-minded...=))

just found one ! she is nice la....i dont care how other look at me or she,just friends...dont care others....wow...imma so brave...XDDD

hmmm...its a nice trip KL....with UV...haha....nice name leh....XDD....and who ar? hmmm...forget le...is 3D show....and Clubbing !!! yeah...thats sound nice right? really a nice trip...but use big money....><....

need borrow from friends...give he scold die le....><
hahahahah....really think single is the best....can like many peoples...maybe you think im flower heart....i just can say i cannot concentrate to a girl only....except special condition..the condition i also dont know it lo...i havent face it....just finding experienced now...^^

tomorrow go back lo...yeah...^^

OMG!!!!!

i experienced a nice KL trip ^^

alone is nice...can do anything i want...meet with fb friend....yeah ~~~ nice person i meet you...thanks GOd....you guide me always....really nice feeling walking with you....haha...

go clubbing....hahahha.....nothing super fun also la....XD

wow

tomorrow going KL...^^

haha...meet nobody...go waste money only oo...how? dont hope so....haiz...nevermind la....leave here is nice le...^^

father

you know how important is our father....He live to serve us...he love us...sacrifice for us ! u wil never know what he has done for us....he do many thing to make the family happy.....dad..i love you...im so miss you !!
really de....very hope to hug you now.....i must hug u in father's day !!

dunno why i will dream about you...what u have done,all in my dream.is God give me? thanks !! i must love my father !!
thanks !!
u did great job in educate me.....u r nice person...i always man yuan about u hit me,din teach me well....but.....i wrong le...u r the best !! (crying)

broken

haha...that is broken...i make others broken heart...sorry nah...

i love that Qbar~~ it make me touch...i feel his situation is same with me....i love its story...boycot by others....wanna make other like him....but other still hate he....just same like me lah.....love it !!!
how do i forget it? haha

now is rushing for exam only...sorry.....i need to do that...i dont want spoil ur life...i m pervert de...trust me ba...i just need S de.....sorry ...it is a wrong start....i need make it a right ending...~~

toomuch

toomuchthingkeepinheartmyfriendaskmegotoplayballbutheplaywithseniorleiscareplaywiththemtheyaretooproandimstresswithuuknowhaizualwayslookdownpplidunnoladunwancareulerlablablablaiiveinmyworldwithmygodmaiwannabewithumygodubosongaarblek

hh

i must do it....i can do it with the power of God...trying my best to live in this hard situation...although all people reect me,i will still live it...!!

trying my best to live in....join....argh !!

ha

got a weird feeling....when i write bolg,sure is my moody thing de....my followers always see my sad thing...haha

hmmmm....that feeling really so weird....i did care others...but others not care ? i respect? but Jesus is a examples....He just follow God...but i didnt right? then what for im ling xiu everyday if i didnt follow He everyday?

i should work out la....Am i a friendly person? hmmm...i just wanna get other de ken ding ? like that is my life?my life should live for God right? how to live? by working out his word...how to work? use mind....shut up your mouth alern ! and do your job !

work it silently.....

zzz

today she talk with me many thing about earn more money....hahaha...good lo....but scare i will less topic neh...sorry

哈哈

今天真的很危险。。。还以为就这样没有了。。但是还有。。。感谢上帝。。。爱你。。。他很好。。。要珍惜。。。。

和朋友说回话了。。。太好了。。。上帝。。。你真的很厉害。。。。谢谢。。。你让我经历到你的大爱。。。

yor

why im so moody de....!! haiz.....i too care other ppl sight already la....i dunno what can i do !!

i should learn to be thanksgiving....this si the most important nah....>,<

april day

God ar.....i post at there,nobody choi me de....><
haizzz....God....if i wan real relationship,i haev to tell she about this.hmmm...God arr...help me to work your words out.....><

i wanna improve my friendship nah....dunwan been boycot again...but need relax oo....^^

walao

im boycotted again.....haiz....today happen many thing oo.....with happy...worry she...will break leh.....scare....

a new thing

new thing happening now....woah......QQ playing...know many ppl...but....cant find the right one.....

too nervous to find a new one?

i think the program so useless lo....if u already put ur hand to take care somebody,then u beetter dun let it go...if not, what u do before is just useless...sad....

moody now

moody now

wtf

walao....i cant control the music well arr !!! walao ...damm...so hate myself lar. !!! wtf !!!!!!!!!!

hiaz....i wanna do it well la...God...help me pls.........!!!! yorr

and i see my church de ppl !!! what year still young? damm you....what joking?now very fun ar?
damm 9 u....pui....like that de ppl...i hard to cooperate with u lo.....

and....maybe is myself problem ady.....haiz....

untitled 1

just now gonna vomit nah...but nobody know....just myself know suffer is myself...haiz...

God ...im lonely now...can help me? =((

God,,i know u beside me...sure help me de...><

woah!

i tell whole thing for u....我坦白了。。。如果你能接受代表你是一个不错的人，还是只是你的思想开放呢？

不知道1.。。我只知道。。。我坦白了。。可能失去一个重要的朋友。。也可能得到一个很有价值的朋友。。。

上帝。。。我不能控制。。。把它交给神吧。。。对不起。。。。我想了很多东西。。。在一分钟里有人死，有人生出来，我们只是世界上一小只蚂蚁，不能阻止地球旋转，还是让它顺其自然吧。。。不能和自己的人参，就只能参别人了。。一定要和你们才在一起的。。。希望你们接受我。。。=(

还有，不再妒忌别人有多上朋友，因为在怎样比，都不可能赢人。。。因为每个人的长处不一样啊。。。。顾好自己也不能，上帝说不要当顾自己的事。。。不懂怎样好。。。上帝帮我。。。><

school

after come back school....wow...so much thing waiting for me...sad la...><

haizzz...dunno tomorrow will how...but i will face it optimistic de....happy de..!!
although u all hate me,but i wont hate myself...i wanna prove...im OKAY !!

=)
but i cant prove with myself...need God to lead me...^^

haha...my father always ask me dun find other religion de...is annoying...but it is touch...love u dad....=(
so miss u ohh....><

days

this few day think many things...hmmm....good and bad de...all....haiz...

think only...the problem still here...social problem....money...and so much...

but i believe God u lead the way....^^

happy cny !!

hmm...see my friend all have gf or bf...so envy ooo ><

remember last two year de today...i give ppl throw away jor....haha
dunno what happen neh...look like im old ady...XDD
im mature ba...

hmmm...like she but she say not suit she.....hahahha..so many she...wow...im not flower heart oo.....^^

anyway ,,,new year new thing ba...=)

hmm,....like this world dun wanna have a good boy...heard from news....girl like bad boy....woah ~
so amazing...bad boy so handsome and so popular...thats why good boy no ppl like la...aha...sad...God.i dunno what to do ady lo...forever dont marry lo....^^

yeah ~~

huhu

so long din write blog ady....nowadays heart in cny only...haha

i wanna be serious boy ady..wont laugh so much...^^

gambateh..i can do it...try to contact with old friend..but quite hard oo...god help me pls...=)

唉

什么事哦。。。唉。。。我之前对你那么好，现在就不睬人了。。。女生变得真快。。还能怎样？
哎哟。。。早知道不要那样，以为找到一个值得付出的，只是梦。。不可能。他喜欢别人了。。哈哈

现在的我。。就是没好日子过。。在班上少朋友，在外面没人要。。只有你要咯。。上帝。。。我把整个人丢给你。。如果你也不要，就拿掉我的生命吧。。好苦哦。。。

夜深人静时，都怕自己会哭。。。唉。。。。我太想找一个了。太急了。。。以为写华语，就不明白。。其实人家也很聪明啊。。哈哈。。。

算我认错你了。。。真是不爽。。。那么简单就喜欢上人了。。。真逊。。哈哈。。写得那么长也只是是虚空。。因为只写了人家不明白的言语。。亚纶是弱者。。一定会强起来的。。。不是普通人！！呵呵。。。加油加油！！也只能那样安慰自己。。哈哈

wedding

my brother wedding oo....haizz...but i din support 100...i will try to supprt u de...gor gor

=)

haha....haiz....come back from cameron so tired then come ipoh then taek kwan do...wow..busy life...=(

until i din have time to think other thing ady...wuwuww.....
so hope to think of u...but...u already have other...><

u sure will get a good one de...haha
im last slot always...hahahaha...fake smile....XD

90 !!

wow..after this post is 90 le...near 100 le...hahaha....aiz...sick ler.....socialise got bit problem...but i can HANDLE it with power of God...thanks God give me this chance to get closer with u..^^

Im working out YOUR word !!
i din jealous,din angry ppl lea...and make friend with them although they are not Ke Ai...hahahaha....thanks GOd....all rong yao give GOD....i have no power without him...=)

hmmm....as timem goes on...i feel i can release you le....haiz...cant hold u...cox u r not belong to me....haiz.

><

gambateh...^^

ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!

din write feel bo song !
cox i damm bu shuang....

最近多了一个姐姐。。还想真心对你。。想不到你反过来咬我。。炸到。。。超tekh !!!!!

收回了。。不好意思。。。。

10.30pm 6/1/2011

wow....i wrote a sajak leh....wahahahhaha...quite nice...but too white...too easy..not very fun...wana think more old de word...but cannot ==

so hard neh...wakakkaakak

so busy de sem...haiz...cant go back ? so sad nah....wuwuwuuwuuwuw....nobody chat with me..always think of social de thing....haiya..dont think lo..just go to talk...XD

all the best

have nice tomorrow ~!

woww

school reopen few days ler...erm...so hope dunwan contact with XX...but i know my heart cannot oo....cause i know XX u cant forget him and lots of friend around XX..

haha..use XX to represent...okay ma...quite beautiful de...erm...cannot do too much thing oo....cause XX friendly with everybody around XX...haiya...dunno what to do lar...God help me pls...hmmm...

just now go taekwando...so nice...i dunwan like that lar...dunwan make myself busy to forget u...cause i know...even i do much,cant MAKEIt.....XD

all the best with me...

target :
1-be more love God
2-try all the best in everything
3-love parents !!!

2011

going back to ipg...going back to lonely and emo life..more and more emo...

haha.....dunno how to console someone la...hahahaha....nvm la...is not my belonging...nvm lor....anyway,i wont regret i help u before whether u see it or not....

haha....cheer up !!
new life !! new year !!
new change !!

wow

so long time din chat with a friend will become loose de....

haizz.....sometimes will forget also...haha....*is a fake smile*....hahah

ermmmmm...just now wanna have boom ady tim.....but keep quiet jor...thanks God la...if not,dunno how to die le...sad....
tomorrow go back le...wanna ask u come out de la....but u din reply msg de....then suan lor....

LC king....haha....sure will have lots of ppl bo song me dy...haha